an entry for u- a special person in my life

bcoz im thinking of u each n everytime!

it may sound so 'gedik' but diz is d way how i xpress my feeling. . .

im not gud in speak up. . .yet not a gud writer. . .

but i prefer writing rather than speaking. . .since i always hv no idea in cnversation. . .

u. . .

i nvr expect to hv u in my life! nvr xpect diz wud b our journey - me n u~

nvr come across in my mind. . .meeting u almost pas 2 yers. . .owhhh. . .

when i met u 4 d 1st time. . .i stil rmember! n everytime i pass by at dat 'place' i always smile u knw! u took a long time to cnvince me. . .n finally u bcame my special man! hnestly, at d 1st time i've no feeling twards u. . .dats y i took so much time to think bout. . .n finally i've found my answer. . ;) thanks God. . .

sailing a relationship with sum1 like u gv me strength in my life. . .

u r my frenz, my bezfrenz, my advisor, a gud listener of mine, n d person who always there, lend ur shoulder 4 me to cry for. . .tnkiu so much my dear. . .

u gv me lots of memories to b rmembered~

i knw we r always having so many probs. . .me- mis over snsitive n u- mr cool!

when i slalu mrh2. . .skt ati. .. geram. . .bengang. . .u juz listen wuteva i said although those words shouldn't came out from my mouth! m truly sory. . .

cmne i mrh2 u pn u ttp cool. . .its like ms hot-tmpered vs mr cool =P

u. . .

i look at myself each n every day. . .m questioning myself wut do i hv inside me?i hv nothing. . .i hv nothing to offer, im not pretty as d other gurlz outside there, not brilliant dat u cud b proud of. .im nobody! siyesly!

i always wonder n keep thinking why did u luv me??

wut is so special bout me?? but i cudn't find d answer. . .until now!

really wish i cud find d answer 1 day. . .as u promised me!

my dear u. . . .

no word can describe how deep my luv towards u. . .

how much i mis u rite now. . . .

n how i wish kte mcm dlu. . . =(

lepak-ing, movie-ing, jln2 merepek :P, sume la. . .

its almost 6months since d day u went away. . . .

but its like bru smlm. . .i stil rmember d las time i saw u on ur departure day. . .

i've no idea. . .juz keep silence. . .with smiles on my face, but no one knws wuts deep inside my heart!

when it was d time to leave, omg! i wanna cry but thank God im cool in front of those pple n ur family. . .but on my journey back to uia, as the train started to run, d tears from my eyes fell down my face n rolled down my cheek. . .isk2 =(

but now im strong enough. . alhamdulillah ;)

my dear,

im waiting 4 u k. . .3yers 4 being apart, but as long as there's ♥, there wud b my patience, trust n sacrifice 4 u my dear. . .

i'll always b by ur side n always support u in evrything u do. .

wut i wan u to knw is. . . spending time with u only a minute means d world to me. . .

tenkiu soo0ooooo much 4 d countles hours spending 4 me k. . . tnkiu!♥♥

really wish our stories will end up with epi ending. . .insyaAllah. . .

understand, trust n patience r d keys of hepiness~

together with doa. . .

to d man of my life,

aishiteru ♥♥♥

ILYWAMH~