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Thursday, December 31, 2009

gUdbye 2009....

2009...

31 dec 2009..
t0day is d las day of 2009...
n it makes me think...
wut i've d0ne 4 diz yer??
wut i've achieved??
wut happened 2 me during diz years??
how bout my life???my study??

but 4 sure..
my life changed a l0t diz year...from jan-dec..
i've changed a l0t...
not only =vely but also -vely..hahaa (^_^)
study at iium...got new xpriences...
always having fun, njoy student's life..n also sum1 new in my life...
l0ts of mem0ries...sweet n also bitter...

n i realized...i made l0ts of mistakes...
dunno how 2 describe...
i felt so guilty...im s0rry...

but..d m0st challenging in 2009 is starting a new relationship.. (",)
it gve me l0ts of epiness..fun..experiences...
l0ts of mem0ries...bez m0ments...n also sadness..!!
having sum1 dat we luv d m0st is so difficult n challenging...
but 4 sure...its my new life n0w..
n 4 me..understanding n respect each others r d keys of epiness...
im really wish we r meant 2 b t0gether...h0pefully...
h0pe it will b my epi ending st0ry...lalalaaa~

my study??
wut i can say...im so satisfied...
c0z its better than b4...

10s Allah 4 my great life n great year...
really2 grateful...Alhamdulillah...

gudbye 2009.....~

Saturday, December 26, 2009

:: c0untdown~ 9m0nths to go.... ::

it started when he texted me...
to inform me dat he g0t an offer to further his study in strathclyde, sc0tland...
meaning dat he will leave me here...in 3yers..such a l0ng..long time 4 me...
at d beginning, i was so epi...yup...epi 4 him..
i was so pr0ud of him...

finally his dream bcame true..

but, suddenly i felt so sad...
sad when i think wut my life would be without him??
im so scared....worried...
can i trust him..??can he convinces me dat he will never 4get me??

no gurl xcept me??
wut will b happened 2 me??
i keep thinking..wut,y,how...???arghhh...!!!headache...
but he told me dat n0thin' 2 worry...


9 m0nths to go...
n now..i realized...
time is getting shorter..
i wish i can spend my time with him..
we must spend,enjoy our valuable time now...
xnk saket2 ati dh..xnk mrajuk2..ambik ati...
no more quarrel...no m0re sad..juz epi...
yup..i wish i could....

n n0w..
im counting my days...
counting d time left dat we can spend 2gether...
i wish i can b str0ng...
do pray 4 me...him..n us~

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

juz an ordinary gurl..

i've my own life..
i cant make people around me epi with my own way..
i cant always make them epi with me..
yup..i knw i must think bout d others but plz give me sum space..
i need 2 b alone..2 think..
but sumtimes i need 2 b loved..i need people 2 b around me..
yup..i admit..im so stubborn..always b a trouble maker..
nvr think bout d consequences..d effects..
cant tolerate with d others..i admit...dats all my fault....
its d real me..!!
but plz..
plz understand me...
cuz im juz an ordinary gurl..4 sure..!!