Thursday, May 27, 2010

jap ok..jap x...

npe laa jd cmni..
jap sht,jap x..
dh lame dh cmni...
jap rs ok,jap x...
da pnt mkn ubt..
xlrt dh cmni...
sy mau sht....
Ya Allah....ujian apekah ini??
kurniakan lah ksihatan kpd hamba-Mu ini.....

Friday, May 21, 2010


i look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek...
i think about better days
and wonder if i'll feel that way again...

owh tears...
plz stop dropping...
plz stay away from me...

Thursday, May 20, 2010


No words I write can ever say,
How much I miss you every day.
As time goes by the loneliness grows,
How I miss you... nobody knows.
I think of you in silence,
I often speak your name.
But all I have are memories,
And a photo in a frame.
No one knows my sorrow,
No one sees me weep.
But the love I have for you,
Is in my heart and mine to keep.
I never stopped loving you,
I don't think I ever will.
Deep inside my heart,
You are with me still.
Heartaches in this world are many,
But mine is worse than any.
My heart still aches as I whisper low,
"I need you... and miss you so."
The things we feel so deeply,
Are often the hardest things to say.
But I just can't keep quiet anymore,
So I'll tell you anyway.
There is a place in my heart,
That no one else can fill.
I love you... and I always will...


as a silent tear
ran down d cheek...
the memories ran
and the moments walked...
through d mind...

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

im too big to cry~

I never stopped to realize
How lonely I would be
I never thought the day would come
When you'd grow tired of me

Your voice was never sweeter
Than the day you said goodbye
You'll never know how much it hurts
Because I'm too big to cry

If I knew then what I know now
You'd still be kissing me
Instead there's someone else's lips
Where mine used to be

I say hello and wish you well
Each time I pass you by
But you'll never know how much it hurts
Because I'm too big to cry

You never looked so wonderful
As the day you walked away
I used to say, "I love you"
But that I could not say

I can't forget you darlin'
No matter how much I try
You'll never know how much it hurts
Because I'm too big to cry

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

its over..yup!

18 may 2010..
its over!

Friday, May 14, 2010


14th may 2009...
i met u 4 d 1st time...
at sumwhere..n doing sumthing...owh..
stil rmembr d 1st place where i met u n u waited 4 me..
c0z everyday i saw d place..walk around there...
n.....i smile.... ;))

n t0day...its about a year i met u..
b frenz with u...
share evrything with u...
but now...y i feel 'sumthing'??
yup...we r like @#$%$#@&*...???

d end..

Wednesday, May 5, 2010


esk..ari kamis...
esk...6/5/2010..hahahaa~ akn mnjd se0rg pkerja d *******... ;p
esk...1st day keje stelah sta0n x keje..
esk...akn jpe org yg ckp ak **n*i*..hehee~
esk...bleh mkn free...lalalaa~
esk...leh men ******* free wlaupn utk 3 game jek..ske2~
esk...bla bla bla bla....(^_^)

sekian, wassalam.... ;p

Monday, May 3, 2010

lalalaa..keje laa! =.=

jom keje..hehe
td g usyar2 keje..
mn taw dpt keje bez drp dlu ke..hik2
mcm2 kdai,outlet ak ms0k..
tp...ade 3 tmpt yg ak rs cm ntah pape ntah..
tny ade vacancy x tp nk taw pe jwpnnye??
~ sory dik...kte ambk yg free hair jek..if adk nk free hair blh laa..

wut d hell?? @#$*&^%#$%^&^%$#!!!!!!!
gile pe??
taw laa ak pn bkn laa bek sgt..
tp...ade ke pt0t kn...

n akhr skali g tmpt keje lame..
manager 2 suh msuk keje esk..
agk2 la kn..
then td ade dpt cal dr 1 tmpt..
suh g esk sbb nk dscuss psl keje..
ade 1 tmpt len lak suh g intrvw rbu nih..
ermm...nk trime yg mn 1 nih??

ade keje ssh,xde keje ssh..hehe~

tp yg pntg,nk keje!!nk keje!!
sbb at least leh lupe sume yg b'laku..

Sunday, May 2, 2010

im back!~

rs cm da lame xwat entry bru..
agk bz ngn life skrg...
sjk mnjd babysitter..hehe..

ac2ly byk sgt nk agk mls nk type..
lgpn cm da lame jek.. laa..hehe~

nk lupekan sumenye..
nk start new life..
i knw i can do it~
sbb sy taw sy kuat! hee~
sume yg b'laku..
made be more matured n alive! yeahhh~
although some of 'them' r dying..
but my life is g0ing on n on~~~ (^_^)