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Thursday, December 30, 2010

IMY!



x kesah pe org nk ckp. . . . .
sbb mayb diorg xkn phm sbb diorg x rs pe yg ak rs. . . .

ehhmmmm. . . . . .






mohamad faizul hilmi. . . . .
sy rndu awk! sgt3!!! =.="
btol. . . . x tpu =(

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

i need sum1 to cheer me up.

i feel dizzy when im writing diz. .
nmun ku gagah kn jua~ ;p
tetibe dmam la plak. .xpe. .ni sume ujian drNya. .

ac2ly i feel sad. . .owhhh, sick! y??
i dunno y. . T_T

wut i can say. . .
i really2 need sum1 to cheer me up!
to make me smile again. . . . .
owhh. . . . .plzzzz~ =.=


to IB...
i knw u r having fun rite now with sum other frenz. . . .
sheffield~london~paris. . . .n pasni xtaw lak mn. . . .
but. . . .
u dun knw wut im feeling rite now. . .
ok. .juz njoy urself k!
no need 2 think bout me. . .
have fun! =(



Saturday, December 18, 2010

life??

im already 22 diz yer..
but..ac2ly im stil looking 4 d true meaning of life..
since i was born 22yers ago..its stil not answering my qs bout life..
life..happiness..sadness..sorrow..etc

n of coz..im writing diz bcoz i feel sumthing bout my life..
n i dunno how to deal with everything around me.
ntah la xtaw nk dscribe cmne..
da rs mcm2 da dlm ms 2taon nih.
epi, sdey, kcewa..sume la..
ac2ly kalo bab study..
sumtimes i feel like da b'usaha, struggle gle2 but kjayaan bkn milik ak..
kdg2 jeles tgk org yg relax2 jek but top scorer..ak??duk tgk je la..
n spai skrg..everything in my wishlists, wuteva i want, my dreams..
blh kate sume la ak usaha sndri..
n 4 ur info, da lame kot x dpt duet..sume survive gne duet allownce..
tnkiu bpg, MOE n also gov..
kalo x, xdpt merasa sume bnde2 nih.. ;p
nk sumthing, if rs2 cm xdpt jek or xckup kalo gne allownce, ak keje time cti..
even my driving license also from my own money..
dpt mn??keje maa...huhuu~
ok..ak x slhkn sp2 pn..lgpn ak bgga dgn dri sndri..
ak b'usaha sndri nk dptkn sumthing in my life..
sbb ble kte b'usaha nk dptkn sumthing with our efforts, kte akn dpt rs kmanisannye..
rs sgt2 puas ble b'jaye dptkn bnde 2, bgga dgn dri sndri..

ac2ly life 2 ape sbnrnye??
aftr duk pk pnjg..t'mnung, ambk mood ckup2..
muhasabah dri jap..wat rflection...
wut i can say dat..
it is a brief overview of why we r here, wut we experience, wut we feel such as epi, unhappy, depressed etc, how we struggle to achieve sumthing, how we deal with everything, memories, history etc..

yup..da rs mcm2 dlm idup nih..
da pnah rs ssh..sng..tp bkn la sng yg kaye raye 2 ok!
ups n downs..
n now, ble da lalui sume 2..da rs cm ready jgk la nk tmpuhi hari2 mndtg..
da agk ready ngn future..
rsnye if cmpk mn2 pn da bley survive..insyaAllah..
thnx Allah 4 d great life..

n i really hope soon i will understand wuts d true meaning of life...

Friday, December 17, 2010

2months 2weeks & 4days

2months 2weeks n 4days???
owhh..really?rs cm da lame sgt2..
rpenye bru 2bln lbh??aishhh~~

2months 2weeks n 4days...
awk taw kn pe??
yes...d las time i saw u..
d las time i met u.... T_T
las time ngedate..hik2
now..date on9 jek... ;p



ehhmmm...cpt la bln 7...


Thursday, December 16, 2010

relationship

ye..arini sy mau mnulis lg..
aftr da brangan2 nk g melbourne, entry ni plak psl rlationship..

yup...im in a rlationship with 'sum1'..
bese la..da nm pn rlationship..even org yg da kwen pn stil ade prob,ni plak stkt rlationship...
sume msti ade pnye prob msg2 kn...sum pple said 'ala..gado2 2 la yg wat kte lg close n phm our partner'. yup, its true..smkin byk gado, ac2ly smkin stable rlationship 2...
but, bkn gado yg sbb 3rd party ke pe ke..
gado psl dri kte n partner la..kte xphm die,die xphm kte..
so,lame2 kte phm laa ble da ok..time gado 2 mmg la skt ati,mrh,geram etc..
but, pekate kalo time gado 2 evry1 take time 2 b alone..bcoz we need time 2 think..
is it true..is it worth..wut shud we do etc..then we'll realized sumthin'..

same goes to me..dlu,mmg kaki gado la.. ;p
xprnh nk mngalah (spai skrg pn...) hik2..
time gado 2 mmg ckp pn sume abs kua..msti nk clash la..
n now,i realized dat ble ade prob, we shud have our own time..
xyah nk cal,msg mrh2..juz take ur time..duk snyap2 sorg2..
silence is better la sng cte..
sbb,ble due2 tgh 'pns', nothing works..jd lg trok ade la..
time 2 la mcm2 ayt bley kua, mcm2 bley jd...
pas2 spai dcide nk clash...end up everything..bla3..
kdg2 2 spai sggup x cntct 1mggu...lbh pade 2 pn ade..

but now...nk mrjok skjp pn xbley dh..
ape tah lg kalo xcntct 1mggu..haha~
ishh..cant imagine la..

so..sbnrnye xde pape pn..hehe~
sj jek mngarut entry nih..
juz t'pk sumthing jek..sj nk mluahkn isi ati sket... ;p

next...

wut will u do if u r in a rltionship with sum1..
n suddenly his/her ex comes 2 u..n cte bout their pas life??
n his/her ex plak ckp mmg down gle2 la time clash dlu etc..
n now epi tgk rlationship korg..
die ckp die epi tgk korg due..
n ngaku cple ngn bf/gf skrg sbb time 2 sdey gle,down gle time clash..???
korg bley trime x??aiyakkk~~ ade gak cmni...
tp xpe..biakan je la..hee~ sj2 jek,bkn pe pn..hik2~

ok2...xtaw dh nk mrepek psl pe...


yup...im thinking of sum1 rite now.. T_T
awk...cpt la abs class...mis u~




Wednesday, December 15, 2010

melbourne??

melbourne?? it's 1 of my wishlists...hahaa~
my dream place 2 go for vacation....hopefully..
i dunno when, but im planning 2 go there..
when sum1 asked me 'y dont we go to melbourne when i come back 2 m'sia during summer??'
wow!! yes..of coz i wanna go there...really hope i could go there 1 day..
dat prson said, 'since we knw sum other frenz who r still studying there..so its a bonus..
we can ask them, jd tourist guide, mntk tlg diorg etc..sng sket'
yup..i knw...but..kne pk tol2 la..mn bleh men redah cm2 jek..aishhh~
'juz ask permission from ur parents n when they allow us 2 go there, then we go la'
aishh...awk...sngnye ckp..awk willing ke nk support sy nih??hahaa~

tp..mnarek gak kn...g melbourne..
skrg pn nk travel sng..ade airasia..even nk g uk pn da sng..airasia suda.. ;p

tp kn awk...sy tringin sgt nk g melbourne..xtaw npe..
org len nk g paris, round europe, g rome la etc but sy juz nk g melbourne jek... ;p
nk g tgk Ferris Wheel, beach esp St. Kilda beach, urban wheel, Melbourne Skyline, naek sky wheel, g Federation Square..
jln2 kt Great Ocean Road, Rialto towers, Richmonch, Fitzroy, n South Yara,..
mnareknye...sp nk bwk sy g melbourne?? hehee~

have a look at diz pics~~





federation square


ferris wheel


south melbourne town hall





dats y i wish i could visit there 1 day...
but..sp nk bwk nih???aishhh~

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

long distance?check it out! =)

we live a word apart, when its morning time here it's nite time there, n it hurts bcoz we have everything in common... d distances keep us apart..

n now im too afraid to ever loose her/him... never knw such a luv like diz, dat awaken my soul n brings d bez out in me but then here comes d distances willing to tear us apart =(



have u ever feel like diz??
i juz read about 'Tips on how to handle Long Distance Relationship'...
so nice..hehe~
4 those who r in d same boat with me, lets read diz~

  • The most important thing in LDRs is trust. You must talk as much as possible.
  • Be honest,faithful,whenever you feel neglected dont go seek attention from another guy/girl,tell her/him that you are feeling neglected.
  • Don't doubt. Talk 2 her/him like she/he is there, always remind her/him that she/he has all your love.
  • Don't ever try to make her/him jealous.

luv is 4eva~ ♥

love is forever! by muse..
currently listen to diz song...
not currently ac2ly but it bcame 1 of my fav rcently..
its not a new song..but...
it rminds me...ehhmmm...sum1 ac2ly...hee~~
d lyric...so beautiful.....
here d lyric..
check it out! :P

I was searching you were on a mission
Then our hearts combined like a neutron star collision
I have nothing left to lose
You took your time to choose
Then we told each other with no trace of fear that

Our love would be forever
And if we die, we die together
Well I, I said never
Cause our love would be forever

The world is broken, halos fail to glisten
We try to make a difference but no one wants to listen
Hail the preachers, fake and proud
Their doctrines will be cloud
Then they'll dissipate like snowflakes in an ocean

Love is forever and we'll die
We'll die together
Well I, I said never
Cause our love, could be forever

Now I've got nothing left to lose
You take your side to choose
I can tell you now without a trace of fear

That my love will be forever
And well die, we'll die together
Will I, I will never
Cause our love will be forever


Monday, December 13, 2010

yes,im thinking of u!

ble ak wat entry bru...cm bese la mknenye sgt2 bosan..bosan thp dewa!
1st day sem bru..aishh~~ bosan yg amat~~
ble da bosan n xtaw nk wat mnde...tbe2.....t'igt la plak..ehhmmm..

yes, im thinking of u rite now!

listen 2 d song 'heartbeats' by Jose Gonzales.. ;)
yup..im missing u! missing u every heartbeats... =.=

sile la blek cpt...pnt la nk kire ari ari2...
asek counting d days everyday..pnt taw! T_T

well...nk tgk muvi..tp nk tgk muvi ngn awk..
tp..ble?? awk ckp bln 7..tp..lmbt lg bln 7...
taon bru pn x msok lg..aishhh~~
saba2..........

to incik bf~
u drive me crazeee!!!
MYDM..... =(







Sunday, December 5, 2010

tlg la hentikan!

tlg la hntikan...da muak la...
sory 2 say..da xbley trime da bnde nih...
'b'pure2 bek' dpn org...pdhal???
d worst ble b'pure2 bek ngn ak,ckp psl org ni,org 2..
tp blakg ak,tbe2 ak lak yg ckp bnde 2..
pe kjadahnye???dpn ak cte psl org len,kt org len cte psl ak..
ko ske eh wat org skt ati,gado ngn org len??
hey2 plz laa....ak da taw la....
n ntah da bpe rmai da yg jd mgsa kn..
so,tlg la hntikan 'b'pure2 bek ' k..sbb rsnye org len pn da taw..
bkn ak sorg jek....
sick of u!

Saturday, November 6, 2010

leave me alone

sory...plz leave me alone
dun u ever to cntct me again....

leave me away!

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

ble mls nk study...=.=

da lame x b'blogging2...hehe
exam nye psal + kmalasan yg amt..ni pn sbb nk ambk mood utk study =.=
struggle 4 fture!! ~ elehh..struggle2 pn nnt jd ckgu gak...hahaha
da abs 4 paper..tggl lg 3..chaiyok2~ b'usehe laa~ :P

xtaw nk cte pe sbnrnye..tp type je laa pape kn..
aku nye blog..ske ati ak la! hik2~

ehhmm...
ac2ly kreinduan yg amt nih =.=
'awk taw x sy rndu gle kt awk??' sile la phm..
awk bgn sy tdo..sy free awk lak g klas..
awk abs klas sy lak da tdo...aisshhh...sshnye cmni =.=
kne hdapi cmni in 3yers??owhhh...plz plz plz..
ms..cpt laa b'lalu... ;(
ble ek leh dating2,jln2,tgk muvi lg ngn awk?? =.=

awk2~
jom dating! (tp sy taw mmg x laa kn...) =.=
ble eh leh dating2??hik2~
sory ye..t'gedik sket :P

ehhmmm...pape pn..life must go on ye cik aziah!
saba saba n saba...2 jek yg bley..
suda2 sile study cik aziah

to incik bf~
'ai shiteru'...



Friday, October 15, 2010

i juz mis u!

i miss when u call me ur baby all d time

i miss when u hold me all d way

i miss 3 words 'i luv u'...

i miss ur smile dat i haven't seen in a while

i miss our moments 2gether

i miss everything dat we did..

i juz miss u!! =.=

Friday, October 1, 2010

awk2.... =.=

sy tggu awk....lame...tp awk xde pn..
sy tgk fon...tp xde msg..
sy tgk skype...awk off9..
sy tgk fb...awk x on9 pn.....
sy tggu awk spai skrg.....
sbb 2 sy wat entry kt blog...
kalo bley sy xnk tdo..
sy nk tggu awk...
sy tkot sy x prasan awk msg or on9,mcm smlm....
sy xnk!
tp.....sy tkot sy t'tdo.... =.=

Thursday, September 30, 2010

finally... (",)

30/09/2010
thursday
14:25pm

'by,b da spai london da :)
sjuk gle.skrg kol 7.30am.
now kne lalu imegresen.
nnt kte cntct lg k?
luv n mis u so much'

'alhmdulillah...:) ok,b..
im waiting,k..
me luv u so much...
byk sgt nk ckp ngn u..:(
lots of luv~ :(
................................................

finally...after waiting for 8 n half hour...
he texted me...im so epi...:)

waiting....=.=

30/10/2010
thursday
04:21am

'by, b da spai abu dhabi dh ni.
tggu flight nk g london plak.luv u so much ;) '
...................................................................

owhhh...finally i received a text from him..
epi..but sad!
i cant sleep las nite..
all d memories n moments came..crossed my mind..
n i cry again :(
looked at my phone....there's no msg...
totally different, totally changed as usual..

1.30am

2.05am

2.43am

3.18am

3.42am

4.03am

stil no msg n i couldn't sleep...
but, i dcided to sleep bcoz i've class at 10am..
...................................................................

06:09am
i wke up...n looked at my fon..
finally......:)
'ok b..xsdr pn msg msuk..i tggu u msg..
las i tgk jam kol 4...:( '

but..its too late..its pending! ;(

n now....im stil waiting...
waiting 4 his msg.....
but...when..???



Wednesday, September 29, 2010

yup..im cool!

alhmdulillah...syukur~ die da slmt pegi....
hope slmt smpai sn....

f: nnt da spai i text,k...
a: ok...i tggu k... :(
f: 1 msg rm2....tp xpe,i da tpup 50 td...:)
..................................................................
a: finally bley cover sdey..hv a safe journey...
f: yup...gud..luv u..
a: nanges dlm ati jek..i'll wait 4 u,k..:(
f: thanks..jgn sdey2 taw?
a: i'll try.... :(
f: i luv u,by...
a: i luv u too... :(
f: kem slm kt kwn2 u,k...
a: diorg pn kem slm kt u..lupe nk gtau..
f: ok..i syg u sgt2...
a: me too..psni xde org dh nk msg i..nk cal i....nk cte2... :(
f: jgn sdey...nnt da spai i msg,k...luv u :)
a: i sdey.....sdey sgt!
f: k laa da kne msok dh nih..kne off fon..
a: ok...take care..
f: ok...bye~


he's away!

29/09/2010
wednesday
9.20pm

owhh....
hope n really wish sgt2 tabah utk hdapi arini... :(
hope x sdey sgt n nanges..
sbb da jnji xley nanges... =.=

p/s~ hv a safe journey incik bf...take care!

Monday, September 27, 2010

2 ari lg....

arini dh isnin...mknenye tggl 2 ari je lg...
n smakin trase sgt2... ;(
owhhh...cmne nk mghadapi nih??
2 sum pple, 2ta0n xlame...tp bg aku..lame sgt2!
lameeee....!!!

xley nk bygkn how my life would b aftr diz...
ble t'igt sume memories n d moments tgether...
argghhhh!!
cmne nih....:(

my mum said...
nnt duk sdey2 jgn x blaja plak...
ntah blaja ke mn...asek duk sdey jek..
2 taon 2 jap jek...
tp ma...2 taon tu lame....=.=

2 incik bf....
i'll b rite here waitin' 4 u....=.=

p/s~ thnx 4 dat flower....;)

Saturday, September 25, 2010

new entry...new story...;)

dh lame sbnrnye xwat entry bru sbb sgt2 bz ngn esaimen n cti ry..
bz kt umh..yelaa...as a daughter yg stil sgle,kne wat sume keje..
rs cm xckup pn ms 24hr 1ari...nk tdo byk2 pn xleh..bz,bz,n bz...

sbnrnye byk sgt2 cte nk share..
tp sbb da lame kn..so rs cm mls nk type pnjg2..
cnfirm pnjg b'jela2 nnt...

cte psl esaimen...cte psl raye..after raye...
huh~ byk 2..

ok laa...jom cte psl raye..sbb skrg stil dlm mood beraye.. :)
raye taon nih sgt2 laa xbez..
tggl aku ngn 2org adik jek..
yg len (abg n akk2 sume raye kt kg len...umh mak mtua diorg laa)....:(
so, aku laa leader! yeahhh~ ;p
sume keje (kmas umh,msk,wat kueh,serve tetemu) sume aku yg wat..
pnt wey...huhuu...adk2 aku??bese ah dak2 hstel 2..
keje asek tdo jek..but diorg byk gak laa tlg aku..
kalo x,ley kurus laa aku..
xbez sgt pn beraya..juz byk lpak2 duk umh,tgk tv..nk raye pn cm mls, xde mood lgsg..
n 4th day raye cousin aku tunang..so aku join laa rmbongan 2..
tgk org b'tunang,rs cm nk gak...;p
(oppss...t'gedik..;p)
tp aku x ready pape...tggungjwb sgt besa..
b'tunang means da ready nk melangkah ke alam p'khwinan..
owhhh tidakkkk!!!!!
syarat mak aku??at least keje 2taon dlu bru ley kawen..
mknenye....aku abs blaja umo 24...plus 2taon keje..26 laa bru ley kawen...
~saba ye incik bf..hik2
xpe...kte kumpul duet+hrte byk2 dlu...bru sng sket nnt kn..?? ;p
~sy tggu city sbijik nih dr awk...;p

adehh...mls dh laa nk mnaip...
nnt2 laa smbung lak..hehee~

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

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Wednesday, September 1, 2010

cte lg~ ;)

sory...mayb sum of u x ske asek2 cte psl rltionship laa bf laa..
but its ok...xkn sume org stuju ngn kte rite??
n 2 me, diz is my blog so its up 2 me laa nk cte pe pn k...
diz is my territory ok!

back 2 d main point...
ac2ly ade 2 prasaan yg b'laenan skrg nih...
1st epi n sgt2 la xcited...xsaba nk jpe die esk...
2nd rs cm sayu n sdeh gak laa...
mayb it's our las meet...
b4 he starts his journey....i think.... ;(
die nk fly dh!aku??ehhmm...fly ovr kt jln je laa! ;p
he's totally changed rite now!n of coz im really2 epi with dat! ;)
but...npe bru skrg??ble da tggl x spai 1bln jek lg bru die btol2 brubah...
he's so luving,caring........mcm2 laa...
these make me think twice...n rs cm smkin sdey...
when ktorg da smkin closed n ok skrg nih, die nk tgglkn aku dh...
jaoh lak 2...4 2yers.....ehhmmm.... ;(
incik bf....sy xnk kne tggl sorg2....sy nk awk!
tp nk wat cmne.......like u said...its 4 our bright future, rite??
so u nk i btol2 saba dlm ms 2ta0n nih...ok, insyaAllah.....

so, esk kte spend ms tol2 k??
sbb mayb ni las kte jpe b4 u fly...
aftr diz i da start cti raye 4 2weeks....
blek smula dh 19hb...so pas2 da xspai 10ari kowt tggl...
tp xpe...i akn anta u kt airport nnt k..
x kesah laa flight u kol 11.45 pm ke ape ke...'
i akn anta! ;(
n 4 sure...im waiting 4 u k dear.... ;(

i'll wait 4 u!

p/s~ incik bf....nk jek ckp jom kte kawen! ;p


Monday, August 30, 2010

semalam...

F : kt lua, tgk bola
A : ok2
...................................................................................

A : kol bpe blek?
F : kol 2 lbih rsnye...
A : ok2
...................................................................................

F : da blek.. :)
A : awlnye..blom kol 2 lg
F : cncel plan laa... :)
A : owhh..ok2
...................................................................................

F : (tbe2 jd cm emo)
A : (jd sgt2 plek....) ;p
F : plz, i xnk tgglkn u... ;(
A : eh..npe nih??
F : xtaw.pk2 ms tggl sket jek lg b4 i pegi sn... ;(
A : 2 laa...u bru realized ke?? i da lame realized bnde nih... ;(
F : xpe2....skrg kte kne btol2 spend time kte same2 eh??
A : ok2....u, tp lamenye 2ta0n... ;(
F : alaa...kjp jek 2..pjam celik pejam celik dh 2ta0n.... :)
A : lame laa.........;(

n d cnversation continues.........
....................................................................................

p/s~ lets spend our valuable time now.....
dlm ms x spai 1bln.......

to incik bf...
im counting d days now....
x sggup rsnye... ;(

Saturday, August 28, 2010

bru 1 ari.....T__T

miss the talks we used to have..

miss the voice I used to hear...

miss hearing your crazy but cool stories

and above all these...

i just miss you!

Thursday, August 26, 2010

thank you ♥♥

finally...after 5months++ we met again~ tnkiu so much k my dear...

5months...lame gle kowt...xtaw nk ckp cmne prasaan 2..
ac2ly smlm sgt2 epi..ade 2 bnde yg wat aku epi sgt3..
1st, sbb da ade lesen kete..hik2...sy suda b'gelar pmandu yg sah ok! ;p
2nd,sbb dpt jpe incik bf....bez sgt3~~ xleh cte lbeh2..bia laa rhsia..ekeke~ ;p

but.....epi 2 jap jek...
it died after aku taw sumthin'....yup,aku discovered sumthing...
Ya Allah......sdehnye...npe sume nih jd kt aku??sdeh sgt3...xtaw nk ckp cmne...
sory,aku xleh gtau sp2....juz incik bf jek taw knp...nanges mmg thp xleh nk cntrol dh....
spai g klas pg td rmai gle kowt tgur..npe ni??ok x??saket ke??x ckup tdo ke??
aku juz snyum jek...ade yg aku jwb 'a'ah xckup tdo...'
sorry,korg xleh taw pe sbnrnye yg b'laku..bia jd rhsia aku jek.........
tp....knp msti aku yg kne bnde nih??knp??

kpd mereka2 yg b'kenaan...
xpe laa....skrg time korg kn...xpe2....aku trime jek,.bia Allah jek yg bls sume 2.....
xpe laa...aku da maafkn korg wlaupn sgt2 ssh n pahit gle utk aku telan sume nih.....
papepn...aku mntk maap byk2 kalo aku kaco idup korg k...ade wat slh...
xde niat pn...maap!

to incik bf yg sntiasa b'same sy...tenkiu so much....bg smgt kt sy...
support me...mnenangkn sy...xtaw nk ckp cmne dh.....
yg sy taw...................
sy syg awk! yes, i do!

Saturday, August 21, 2010

cte kte..

awk..awk..
dh 5bln kn...lame kn?ehhmm..xpe laa..
5bln pn da rs len..cmne nnt 2ta0n??
sm2 kt m'sia pn da 5bln xjpe...
lg lak duk benua len nnt...
ksian kn kt sy?? T__T
wlaupepn..sy trime je laa..
mayb ade hikmah sume nih..
skrg mmg xnmpk..mn taw nnt2 kn.....

kte ade ms dlm 1bln jek awk...
2 pn kalo awk sdr laa..
tp awk slalu wat sy skt ati..geram...mrh...
awk ckp xpe...cm2 laa nnt kte jd lbh matured...
tp sy x rase cm2 pn...:(
sy slalu x stuju ngn awk....
awk ckp slalu wat sy mrajok sbb nk bg sy kuat..
lame2 level mrjok sy mkin kurang...
sbb sy suke mrajok...cm2 laa awk ckp...
awk ckp sy cm dak form 2...cm budak2..huhuu~
elehh...sy cm form 2 pn syg gak kt sy..npe x cri len jek..??huhu..
kte slalu gado....bek 2,3ari ps2 gado lg...
kdg2 spai 1mggu kte x cntct...
tp ps2 bru kte sdar kn slh msg2??
then sy akn pstikan awk yg mntk maaf..
wlaupn sy yg slh sbnrnye..xbek kn sy??
tp..2 sume laa yg wat kte stil b'tahan spai skrg.... ;)

to incik bf..
ai shiteru~~ (",)





Friday, August 20, 2010

I wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad...;p

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

when i put myself in her shoe...

td after blek shooting esaimen it kt psr borong slayang, aku pn on9 laa...
cm bese, bkak fb la,pe lg kn..hik2
tbe2 ade sorg mmbe kt fb post link 1 blog nih, lupe dh tajuk die tulis pe, tp blakang 2 ade p'kataan 'al-fatihah'..
so, tnpe mmbuang ms aku pn bkak laa blog 2..

wuaaAaa...sdey gle aku bc...
spai nanges2..mcna n izi jd sksi aku nanges bc blog 2..
psl kwn die meninggal sbb t'jtuh dr tgkat 5..dak pasum..
innalillah...Allah lbeh sygkn die...nk djadikan cte, bdak llaki yg mninggal 2 plak bdak rompin,phg..
alahaii...kwsn sblh je kowt...dkt laa ngn umh..
tp xtaw laa sp,ank sp....

cte die sgt2 laa sdey...
if nk taw,bc laa blog kt list blog aku, 'memory will never fade'..
mmg thp sdey2 gle2 laa...

so..aftr bc sume entry die..
tbe2 aku bygkn kalo aku ade kt tmpt die..
huhuu..xtaw laa nk ckp cmne...
i think im not strong enough utk hdapi sume 2..siyesly...
aku t'pk cmne laa kalo aku ade kt tmpt die..
msti da jd thp psycho..xleh pk pape..totally changed..
i cant imagine how my life would b...

really hope bnde cmni x jd kt aku...amin..
sgt2 simpati kt die...hope die trus tabah utk hadapi sume ni...
if aku jd die,ntah ape laa aku wat...huhuu~

so,moral of d story...

sygi sume org skeliling kte,appreciate them coz we dunno wut will b happened in future... ;)

insaf2.....

2 my mum n dad,also my famly..i luv all of u.... (",)
2 him...ai shiteru~ ;p

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

nk g uk!

ade sp2 nk sponsor x??
nk g uk...nk g uk... ;p

tu laa..dlu mak ayh suh blaja tol2 xnk..
kalo x agk2nye laa msti da study oversea skrg nih..hik2 (prasannn...)
tp nk wat cmne...
stkt nih jek mmpu..
tp xpe laa at least blaja free..siap dpt duet lg..
igt sng ke nk dpt blaja free skrg??

back 2 d story..
sy nk g uk!
owhh...plz~ plz~ plz~
awk...awk...
bwk laa sy skali g uk....
sy nk ikt!!! T__T
kalo awk syg sy, bwk laa sy skali..hahahaa~
xde mknenye kn..??? ;p

dh laa aziah...
stop dreaming..
sile g wat esaimen..!!