life??

im already 22 diz yer..

but..ac2ly im stil looking 4 d true meaning of life..

since i was born 22yers ago..its stil not answering my qs bout life..

life..happiness..sadness..sorrow..etc

n of coz..im writing diz bcoz i feel sumthing bout my life..

n i dunno how to deal with everything around me.

ntah la xtaw nk dscribe cmne..

da rs mcm2 da dlm ms 2taon nih.

epi, sdey, kcewa..sume la..

ac2ly kalo bab study..

sumtimes i feel like da b'usaha, struggle gle2 but kjayaan bkn milik ak..

kdg2 jeles tgk org yg relax2 jek but top scorer..ak??duk tgk je la..

n spai skrg..everything in my wishlists, wuteva i want, my dreams..

blh kate sume la ak usaha sndri..

n 4 ur info, da lame kot x dpt duet..sume survive gne duet allownce..

tnkiu bpg, MOE n also gov..

kalo x, xdpt merasa sume bnde2 nih.. ;p

nk sumthing, if rs2 cm xdpt jek or xckup kalo gne allownce, ak keje time cti..

even my driving license also from my own money..

dpt mn??keje maa...huhuu~

ok..ak x slhkn sp2 pn..lgpn ak bgga dgn dri sndri..

ak b'usaha sndri nk dptkn sumthing in my life..

sbb ble kte b'usaha nk dptkn sumthing with our efforts, kte akn dpt rs kmanisannye..

rs sgt2 puas ble b'jaye dptkn bnde 2, bgga dgn dri sndri..

ac2ly life 2 ape sbnrnye??

aftr duk pk pnjg..t'mnung, ambk mood ckup2..

muhasabah dri jap..wat rflection...

wut i can say dat..

it is a brief overview of why we r here, wut we experience, wut we feel such as epi, unhappy, depressed etc, how we struggle to achieve sumthing, how we deal with everything, memories, history etc..

yup..da rs mcm2 dlm idup nih..

da pnah rs ssh..sng..tp bkn la sng yg kaye raye 2 ok!

ups n downs..

n now, ble da lalui sume 2..da rs cm ready jgk la nk tmpuhi hari2 mndtg..

da agk ready ngn future..

rsnye if cmpk mn2 pn da bley survive..insyaAllah..

thnx Allah 4 d great life..

n i really hope soon i will understand wuts d true meaning of life...