:: mY nEw LifE ::

Assalamualaikum...

wahhh it has been a loooonnnggg time i didnt post any new entry..
lbh stgh tahun dh! wow~

orait...since i had been posted in sabah..i've no time to write new entry..
cte mcm2..evn bkak blog pn x..

ehmm... ntah ape keajaiban yg dtg tetibe terigt blog. well..

i am officially an english teacher at SK Pantai Boring, Beluran, Sabah..
all the tears..hardships..dugaan rintangan kt sn..
stlh stgh taon duk kt tmpt org..finally i've gained my new spirit..

well, live in remote area giving me so much experiences..
so challenging..

can u imagine..suddenly dpt tau kne posting kt sabah..
daerah beluran [which i never know b4] n lastly d school..named SK Pantai Boring..
n dpt tau plak 'pedalaman 3'?? wowwww~

at 1st, pnt pk why me?? why shud i be posted there?? why meeee?????

n now after 6 months lives there..teach at dat school..
im happy.. Alhamdulillah.. all praises be to Allah..
thanks to my parents, family, friends and 'him' for giving me motivation, support..advice smpai sy blh terima hakikat kne duk jauhhhhhh ngn family n duk kt tmpt yg sy x prnh t'pk lgsg sblm ni..

p/s~ nnt la update psl sek etc ;)

haaa. . .finally update jgk blog ni :P

lame x update blog. bz2. . .ehmm. . .well, xde la bz pn. just exhausted! blek keje rs cm nk pengsan. .
ohhh how i miss my gud time time jd student dlu.

ok, bout working. . .life keje xtaw nk describe cmne.
pnt+kdg2 bosan+rs cm d buli+x dihargai+etc. . .
mixed feeling! kdg2 best! but its ok. its just temporary. .
to MOE, plz plz plz! cpt2 bg kitorg posting. x sgup dh idup cmni -__-

next, since he's away. . .ehmmm. . .
ntah xtaw nk ckp cmne -__-
xpe la next year jmpe lg. . .
honestly, xsuke gile bile dgr org ckp 'ktorg ni jmpe sbulan skali jek. . .bla3'
ehmm. . .toksah la nk keco2 sgt eh. . .aku ni jmpe staon skali pn x keco!
ishhh! dh2 jgn emo la aziah. . . :P

haaa bnde plg best. . .7th oct will b my graduation day babeh!!
mari2 g uia ye. . .bwk bunge! hehee~
finally d time is coming! xcited gak ni. hihi. . .

dear u,
how i wish u'll b there. . .celebrate my big day after 6years of study -__-
i always dream. . .at dat time, u bring a bouquet of flower [red roses+lily]
u n my family members come along on dat day. . .
how i wish T__T
but its ok. . .nk wat cmne. . .
kao la uk-m'sia ni dekat cm m'sia-s'pore. . .


ok la. . .xmo bebel pnjg2. hik2.
pdhal da mls nk type. nk tdo. pnt. bubye!


p/s~ imy!

almost a month, im jobless!

life of a jobless is not easy.
well, mmg la bez sgt2, tdo lewat bgn lewat. suke2 nk watpe.
mkn tdo tgk tv on9. mkn lg. duk lg tgk tv.
xyh wat pape.

but, no income. haha~
well nk byr bil pn da xmmpu. apetah lg nk shopping2.
bez nye la idup duk goyang kaki tp ade income. rs nk bli ape pn sume dpt.

untitled.

hurt me with d truth.
but,
never comfort me with a lie!


i prefer to know d truth even though its really hurt rather than such a lie to make me happy!
so plz. let me know.

happy anniversary! ♥♥

3 years with u. . .
u r my  ♥ ! thanks 4 always b there 4 me =)
always lend ur arms for me. . .
d ones dat i shared everything~ epiness, sadness, sorrow, excited etc.
cewahhhh~

happy anniversary to us. . .
me n blog. . .we r together for 3 years ♥♥♥

p/s~

ehmmm. . .
today. . .1023 days with u ♥
mcm x caye kn kn kn?? :P

:: 15 things to do before i get married ;)

yeahhh it may sound 'gedik' but i dun care! hahaa~ well, i wanna share 15 must-to-do things before i get married. im 24years old this year. muda lg kn? blaja pn bru abs. keje la dlu! n i dun think its suitable for me to get married now before i can achieve all these things! so, let's cekidaut~ ;)

1. i wanna make my parents hepi, also my family! nk b'jasa kepada both of them. i wanna make them proud. insyaAllah. ehmmm, i will wait until they are ready to 'lepaskan' aku =(

2. i wanna own my own house n car. then only i will think about getting married!

3. nk sponsor d whole family for vacation. mayb indon?? i think so.

4. at least i've 20k-30k in bank b4 i get married. bcoz marriage is not wut we think. then only u'll know!

5. pegi vacation dgn kwn2. to sumwhere called 'island'. nk sgt3~ bachelorette mayb? hahaa~

6. i wanna go to melbourne. my wishlist eva! next. . . .

7. ehhmmmm. . .further study! smestinye. but if xdpt pn, after married pn buleh kn kn kn?? :P

8. nk jd cantek+kurus menawan buleh dak?? hahahahaa~ [berangan2]

9. run a business. do pray for me =)

10. nk jd lebih baik. hijrah to b more +ve. prnh dgr kn 'lelaki yg baik untuk perempuan yang baik n vice versa'.

11. dapat sume bnde dlm wishlist dlu. capai sume impian.

12. pastikan adk2 dh abs blaja n b'jaya dlm hidup msing2 dlu. . . this is my promise to my parents [berat gak tanggungjawab ni] doakan ya?

13. nk khatam Al-Quran at least 3X before kwen. . .insyaAllah.

14. buat istikharah, mntk petunjuk btol ke die jdoh aku. . .btol ke die la bkl imam aku nnt, bkl bimbing aku, bkl teman seumur hidup yg akn kongsi segala suka dan duka, dad for my children. . .n mntk d ttapkan ati. n lastly. . . .

15. mntk restu sume pihak n mntk mereka doakan yg t'baik. . . .[aishhh tetibe rase tacing2 la pulak]

so, i really2 wish that dpt wat sume bnde2 kt ats ni b4 get married. if not, at least dpt wat 10/12 pn jd la. . .then i'll continue after kwen. do pray for me ok? <3

officially graduated means life of a jobless begins!

orait, this entry will b very2 valuable for me? eh valuable kah?? hee~
yeahhh finally i was completed my 6 years of study. can u imagine 6 years??
tambah sket lg dh bole jd dokter :P
well apepun cgrats to myself coz b'jaya menamatkan pelajaran. cewahhhh ;)

ehmmm it's about a week n i feel bored. yelaa like pple said, time blaja mmg rase xsaba2 nk abs, duk pk ble laa nk abs ni blaja, then ble da abs lak rs bosan, laa da abs ke blaja?? pas2 ble dh keje lak rase cm lg bea kalo blaja cm dlu ;)
manusia mmg cmtu.heee~

actually i wanna share my journey of 6 years of study but its too long la! hee~
so lets me simplify ok?

i was started my study right after spm. i dunno why i had chose this field sedangkan xde prasaan lgsg nk jd ckgu. never think to b a tcher. siyesly.
it started when my dad told me about d advertisement of this course in newspaper. i just said ok, i'll read it later.
then, when my dad knew i would not read that paper, he asked me to buy pin no utk apply course ni esk jgk!
wow, sgt b'semangat d c2.hee~

then, esknye pegi la bsn nk bli pin no 2. pas2 kne pkse lg bkak website utk tgk syarat2 utk satu2 couse. what came on my mind, 'aku nk ambik tesl je la, this is d only couse yg mmg xyh duk mktb straight 5taon stgh'. hehee~
so, when i filled up d application, i had chose 1st~ tesl for secondary school, 2nd~ tesl for primary school n 3rd~ math+bi

then b'jaya la dpt utk d intrview kt ipti, jb (now ipgm kti), tesl secondary school babeh! ;)
i was d 1st person 2 b interview on dat day. 1st person, 1st day, n mase yg 1st lak 2!
d intrview was conducted in 2 time, pg n ptg.
so boleh kate sume 1 la ;)
dh la ms interview jwb merepek2 aje.hahaa~

later. . .result pn klua la. . .

tahniah! permohonan anda berjaya.

kursus: b. ed. tesl sekolah menengah
institut perguruan: institut perguruan perempuan melayu melaka

hah!! ambk ko! dapat beb! tp i've no feeling at all!
ehmmm dh la tmpt prempuan sume, mn nk cri bf nnt?? :P:P

then base lg, die kate 4taon pengajian d institut perguruan n 2taon kt universiti!
cehhhh ko tipu aku! mase apply kate 2taon kt mktb n 4taon dkt u! smgt la aku apply n g intrview!

then i saw my parents mcm nk sgt aku msk blaja cni, so aku pn pegi la! huh!! spai2 jek kate dlm ati., 'bapak buruk tmpt ni! cmne aku nk duk cni n blaja lame2?? omaigod!'
then on my 1st day xde air lak 2. sdehhhhh sgt2 rase, pk npe la nasib aku cmni, dpt tmpt buruk, xde air, tmpt lak mmg mentensionkan la! xtaw nk ckp cmne. . .

hari2 berikutnye. . . . . . .
boleh d katekan almost everyday nangis sbb mengenangkan nasib t'cmpak kt cni.
ble mandi jek nangis, asl nangis jek msti time mandi. hehee~
lame gak la. . .

this couse actually contains 2 years foundation n 4 years degree.
after i had completed my foundation here, i still need to study here for 1 year before i go to uia.
means that year 2 bru pegi uia. tp x lesah la jnji dpt kua dr tmpt mcm penjara ni.
well, for your info, tmpt ni aku pggil penjara. wanna know y??
bcoz. . .kne treat mcm bdk skolah. beveryday leh kua tp kol 2pm-7pm only. pkai bju kurung ye adk2 akk2.!
no jeans at all! even nk bli nasik pn kol 2, kalo x t'pksa la beli kot tepi pagar mktb ni, dh mcm org pe dh ktorg ni. sgt2 sdeh taw. dh la couse tesl ni mmg asek d aim aje ngn hep!
[ok ok enough psl ni, xnk burukkn lg tmpt ni]

ble dh 2nd year, idup sgt2 heaven! life in uia sgt2 bez la compared to mktb!
mmg heaven gile la! suek ati nk wat ape, klas pn ade pg ade ptg, boleh bgn lmbt. pegi jln2 spai rs nk mati, sume la.hee~ kol 12am beu blek.hik2. mktb ade cmni???? TAKDE!!
dh duk 2taon cni, blek la smule ke mktn aka penjara tu.

pas2 may 2011, ROS (rancangan orientasi skolah/ school based xperience) lak.
aku wat kt SK Putrajaya Presint 8 (2). sgt3 best!!

i was came back to mktb on july 2011. owhhh nooooo!! life d penjara begins. . .
study for 1 sem n on jan, pegi practicum!
SK Lesong Batu, Alor Gajah.
[for my practicum story, refer older post ok ;)]

n now, i was completed my study for a week.
so, means dat i m a jobless for a week! mn nk cri keje ni?? nk keje ape??
owhhh nooooo!!! ln 28th-30th may ade kissm la plak! aishhhhh!! so cmne nk keje ni??
im broke! i need money!!! owhhh d life of jobless is sooooo challenging!
tdo on9 mkn tgk tv. . .tdo lg. . .mkn mkn mkn. . .on9. .tgk tv lg. . .on9 lg lg dan lg!
bored!

i need money money moneyyyyyyy!!!

a week left to be cherished~

Alhamdulillah.
it has comes to d end. howyeahhhh~

a week left to be njoyed with my pupils n also staff of sk lesong batu!

im njoying my last moments with them.

in other words, i can say 'MERDEKAAAAAA' !!! (",)~

after 6 years of study, now i can smile (^________^)

hiphipppppp horayyyyyyyy!!!!! ;)

14 weeks to go~

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