life??

im already 22 diz yer..

but..ac2ly im stil looking 4 d true meaning of life..

since i was born 22yers ago..its stil not answering my qs bout life..

life..happiness..sadness..sorrow..etc

n of coz..im writing diz bcoz i feel sumthing bout my life..

n i dunno how to deal with everything around me.

ntah la xtaw nk dscribe cmne..

da rs mcm2 da dlm ms 2taon nih.

epi, sdey, kcewa..sume la..

ac2ly kalo bab study..

sumtimes i feel like da b'usaha, struggle gle2 but kjayaan bkn milik ak..

kdg2 jeles tgk org yg relax2 jek but top scorer..ak??duk tgk je la..

n spai skrg..everything in my wishlists, wuteva i want, my dreams..

blh kate sume la ak usaha sndri..

n 4 ur info, da lame kot x dpt duet..sume survive gne duet allownce..

tnkiu bpg, MOE n also gov..

kalo x, xdpt merasa sume bnde2 nih.. ;p

nk sumthing, if rs2 cm xdpt jek or xckup kalo gne allownce, ak keje time cti..

even my driving license also from my own money..

dpt mn??keje maa...huhuu~

ok..ak x slhkn sp2 pn..lgpn ak bgga dgn dri sndri..

ak b'usaha sndri nk dptkn sumthing in my life..

sbb ble kte b'usaha nk dptkn sumthing with our efforts, kte akn dpt rs kmanisannye..

rs sgt2 puas ble b'jaye dptkn bnde 2, bgga dgn dri sndri..

ac2ly life 2 ape sbnrnye??

aftr duk pk pnjg..t'mnung, ambk mood ckup2..

muhasabah dri jap..wat rflection...

wut i can say dat..

it is a brief overview of why we r here, wut we experience, wut we feel such as epi, unhappy, depressed etc, how we struggle to achieve sumthing, how we deal with everything, memories, history etc..

yup..da rs mcm2 dlm idup nih..

da pnah rs ssh..sng..tp bkn la sng yg kaye raye 2 ok!

ups n downs..

n now, ble da lalui sume 2..da rs cm ready jgk la nk tmpuhi hari2 mndtg..

da agk ready ngn future..

rsnye if cmpk mn2 pn da bley survive..insyaAllah..

thnx Allah 4 d great life..

n i really hope soon i will understand wuts d true meaning of life...

melbourne??

melbourne?? it's 1 of my wishlists...hahaa~

my dream place 2 go for vacation....hopefully..

i dunno when, but im planning 2 go there..

when sum1 asked me 'y dont we go to melbourne when i come back 2 m'sia during summer??'

wow!! yes..of coz i wanna go there...really hope i could go there 1 day..

dat prson said, 'since we knw sum other frenz who r still studying there..so its a bonus..

we can ask them, jd tourist guide, mntk tlg diorg etc..sng sket'

yup..i knw...but..kne pk tol2 la..mn bleh men redah cm2 jek..aishhh~

'juz ask permission from ur parents n when they allow us 2 go there, then we go la'

aishh...awk...sngnye ckp..awk willing ke nk support sy nih??hahaa~

tp..mnarek gak kn...g melbourne..

skrg pn nk travel sng..ade airasia..even nk g uk pn da sng..airasia suda.. ;p

tp kn awk...sy tringin sgt nk g melbourne..xtaw npe..

org len nk g paris, round europe, g rome la etc but sy juz nk g melbourne jek... ;p

nk g tgk Ferris Wheel, beach esp St. Kilda beach, urban wheel, Melbourne Skyline, naek sky wheel, g Federation Square..

jln2 kt Great Ocean Road, Rialto towers, Richmonch, Fitzroy, n South Yara,..

mnareknye...sp nk bwk sy g melbourne?? hehee~

have a look at diz pics~~

federation square

ferris wheel

south melbourne town hall

dats y i wish i could visit there 1 day...

but..sp nk bwk nih???aishhh~

ble aku mule merepek.... ;p

bru pas bc entry sheni titled 'kawen'...

hahahhaa~

agk mnarek...

tbe2 aku pn jd gedix sket...

t'pk....ble nk kawen...hahaha~

agk gedix gak laa kn..???

tp xpe...xslh b'angan2 kn...

~sj nk c0ver!! ;p

coming soon...

of c0z laa my turn! ;p

tp...ac2ly..kawen nih sgt2 laa ssh..

mmg laa nmpk cm bez..

tp tggungjwb sgt2 laa besa..

ble tgk abg2 n akk2 aku nye life after kawen....

rs cm bia laa kawen lmbt2 pn..

if xkawen pn xpe..

ank sdare da rmai..hahaha~

berat sgt2 tggungjwb kte ble da kawen...

n ble da ade ank...lg laa..

sshnye...

tp kn...cmne parents kte leh hndle sume 2??

aku jd insaf ble pk psl nih..

sgt besa jasa,pengorbanan parents kte...

jage sorg dak kcik pn aku da mngeluh...pnt...tnsion..

bygkn cmne parents kte hndle time kte kcik2 dlu??

diorg leh jg ank rmai2...hndle everything....

aku jage sorg jek dh cm surrender...

owhhh....cmne laa nnt nih..???

eitt...ckup2..

duk mlalut psl kwen lak....

dh2..ckup...

sj jek nk muhasabah dri sbnrnye...

hrgai jasa n pngorbanan parents kte....

sgt2 laa besa n b'nilai...

x t'nilai pnt lelah diorg mndidik kte spai thp gni...

spai kte jd insan b'guna...

sy syg parents sy....♥

wishlist~ (^_^)

tbe2 t'pk..byk sgt bnde yg diidamkan..hehe~

since las sem xdpt sh0ping sakan cm org len....

trget dpt laa at least quarter drp wishlist nih pn jadik laa.. ;p

n ade gak laa angan2 nk bnde 2...hehe~

apepun...layan~

what i want??my dreams??

1. nk m0to..jeles tgk org len ade knderaan nk g klas+jln2...sbb da prnh t'kne ble nk pnjm ngn org ;p

2. nk necklace+pendant kt laz0 diamond..nk sgt2!!(sum1 plz take n0te.. ;p)

3. sling bag kt mng...da aim..tggu ek...hehe~

4. new jeans...byk2!

5. bberapa psg kas0t+wdges...sy mau melaram~

6. handbag guess...owhh...my dream!

7. jam guess 2..sgt c0mey! tp cm angan2 jek...huh!

8. sh0ping bju byk2~

9. nk g pangk0r+penang+genting sem dpn!bley ke ek??

10. a white gold ring~ sy akn b'usaha!

11. sumthin' kt toys r us...ade org ckp nk bg tp spai skrg xdpt2 pn..kne bli sndri agknye!

12. nk g melbourne...insyaAllah 1 ari nnt...

13. nk teddy bear yg sgt2 besa!lbh besa dr ak..hahaa~ etc...

da xigt da pe lg.. ;p

mayb ble tgk wishlist nih rs cm nympah kan...

tp xpe..like my frenz said..

xslh b'angan2...mn taw angan2 2 akn jd knyataan 1 ari nnt...

who knws,rite..??

so..i h0pe my dreams c0me true...

fantasy bc0me reality! aminnn....

xtaw...xtaw...

siyesly xtaw nk tulis pe...

sdeh+epi at d same time..cmne 2??

pe mknenye ek??

dh laa...n0 idea.st0p cni jek... T_T

ntahapapantah....??

rs cm nk type sumthin..

tp xtaw mnde..

~ade gak ek org cmni..?? ehhmm... -_-

nk ckp emo..x jgk..

skt ati??ade laa sket...

geram??mayb laa..

epi..???blh laa...

sdeh??sket2...

skt jiwa..??huh..2 xprnh lg wt ms nih...

apepn....aku ttp aku~ hehe..

i ♥ u, MR. E~X~A~M....

E::X::A::M ???huhuu~

encik exam...

sy t'pksa ske anda...

wlaupn sy t'amat2 laa bnci anda..!! T_T

~ hah, da nk exm??

~ da bc da..??

~ da abs study ke??

~ ble laa nk abes blaja nih..???

~ n bla..bla..bla...

<-----sume nih soalan2 bese d tnye ble time exm...huhuu~

esp time tnsion..

time exm jek mcm2 ragam laa kte leh tgk..

ade yg c0ol...yg tnsion...mcm2 muke..hahaa~

aku pn sm jek.. ;p

tp yg xleh blah..ade gak laa yg ske jd tukang chek org len da study lom, study spai mn dh..

n ade gak laa yg jnis xnk ngaku da byk study...

pure2 cm study sket jek..pdhal study cm nk mati..

haish..mcm2 laa...

ble pk blek..klaka gle..!! hahaa..

to mr. exam~

i luv u...<---- cynical..haha

kte jpe esk k...4 my 1st paper... ;p

to my bloved frenz..

"WisH You LucK"