'2012 wishlist'

since this year will come to d end, 9days left to c new year 2012, i think i want to create my wishlist for 2012. jd mari2 kte berangan, dreaming2 ngn wishlist.ayuhhh~

2012 wishlist

1. nk bli sumthing yg x dpt2 dr taon ni [xmo gtau specific]

2. nk pkai kete, insyaAllah kalo posting awl.

3. tablet

4. new hp [jom usyar2 nk aim fon mn] :P

5. ade umh sndri [2 pn depends on posting jugak la]

6. holiday holiday n holiday -nk pegi sume pulau2 kt m'sia 2 pn kalo mmpu la, bandung [ngn aya. hahaa, mesti ko bangge ak ltak name ko kn aya?], etc

7. ade org propose. hik2 [agk2 la wishlist gni aziah, ade ke org nk ko? :P]

8. candle light dinner [gatai la bdak ni :P]

9. nnt pk lagi nk ape ;)

p/s~ melbourne 2 my wishlist evr ok. doa2 la =)

ceritera kami

ok, now another 2weeks left. rs kjap jek cti this time.
n its quite bosan sbb lgsg x g holiday mn2.
biase ujung2 taon msti ade famly vacation but kali ni xde -_-
everyone bz dgn life msing2.
so, i decided to stay at my sis's house at putrajaya.
sbb bosan, jage la si kecik haziqah [budak kecik yg sgt2 chubby].
mcm2 la jd.hehee~ n agk klaka spai skrg xleh lupe.

cte 1

ms 2 tgh ari, my sis cal ckp nk g bank n suh ambk die.
so siap2 la ngn haziqah g ambk my sis n we went to maybank.
sbb parking full n xtaw nk tggu mn, so i decided to pusing2 with haziqah while tggu my sis. so da pusing2 putrajaya 2, spai xtaw nk g mn. n finally pegi la kt dataran putra, dkt msjid putra 2. then, haziqah n i pn trun escalator 2 sbb ckp kt die nk pegi tgk fish. tp malangnye xnmpk pn ikan. haziqah tnye 'm.teh, mn fish? knape xde pn? adik nk tgk fish la'. n i duuno la nk jwb pe. hehee. ksian die. so i said, 'kte kne bg roti kt fish, bru mnpk fish 2. jom kte pegi laen la. nnt kte tgk fish smule, k?'
so, g smule kt kete n pusing2 lg. suddenly my sis called, n ckp da siap. so pegi smule maybank. when my sis msok jek kete, haziqah tros ckp, 'mama, fish mkn roti kn? td xde pn fish sbb xde roti'. then my sis asked me, 'pegi dataran ke td?' i said, 'aah'. pas2 tros anta my sis blek ofis die n tros blek umh ngn haziqah. pas park kete, tros la mnuju ke lif. b4 dat, kne lalu kedai dlu. tetibe haziqah stop btol2 kt tmpt roti kt dpt kedai 2. she said, 'm.teh, jom kte beli roti. kesian fish x mkn lg. beli la. nnt fish lapa'. hah??? tetibe rs nk gelak ble die ckp cm2. then i said, 'kte tggu mama blek keje eh? bru kte beli roti. jom kte blek'. =) pas2 ptg pegi la ambk my sis kt ofis die n i told her bout d story. my sis laughed n said, 'ok, jom kte pegi kedai, beli roti. kte pegi tgk fish'. so ktorg pegi la beli roti gardenia. spai abs 1 buku roti 2. slagi x abs, xnk blek. pas2 skrg ni ble tgk org mkn roti gardenia, msti die ckp mkn roti fish sbb fish mkn roti 'nia' (refer to 'gardenia'). haziqah haziqah =)


cte 2

one of fav cte time cti ni adalah cte indon kt prima pkul 6.30pm, Nada Cinta.
haziqah pn suke tgk. if t'miss cte ni, sure tgk ulangan kol 11.30pm. sggup tggu ngn haziqah sbb nk tgk jgk pe yg jd strusnye dlm cte ni. =)
mule2 tgk, sbb watak utama die si Nada 2 n tajuk die Nada Cinta, so haziqah pn ckp cmni, 'm.teh, die Nada, n adk Cinta' .hahaa~ prasan la plak nm die Cinta. so from dat day, tros die ckp nm die Cinta. If i called her haziqah or adik, msti die ckp, 'bkn adk/haziqah la, ni Cinta'.hahaaa~ asek gelak jek ble t'igt. then ble die blek mersing (my hometown), die ckp kt spupu2 die which are my nieces n nephew yg nm die Cinta. pggil die Cinta. n my mum also laughed when she heard bout this =). aisshhhh haziqah. npe la suke wat2 cmni.alahaiiiii =)

cte 3

[to be continued. . .da jd mls blek da :P]

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bia la kte d pndg 'rndh', d pndg 'jelek' d mata manusia...

aslkn kte d pndg mulia d sisi Allah...tu lg pntg...

biar hina d mata manusia tp jgn kte hina d mata Allah....

idup hnye smentara...yg kekal hanya Allah...

sp kte nk judge org len sdgkn hanya Allah shj yg Maha Adil...

He knows everything....

b4 judge org len...judge dlu dri kte...

layak ke kte nk judge org??sp kte nk judge mereka??

kte bkn sp2..juz mnumpang je kt dunia ni..

kaye,miskin,cntek,hudoh kte sume sm..xde beza d sisi Allah..

yg mmbezakan iman kte...

kdg2 kte x sgka ape yg jd kt ade t'lalu byk hikmahnya..

frust?? da mmg die bkn utk kte n Allah nk tnjuk ade org lbh lyk utk kte..

sdehh?? Allah nk tnjuk kte kbhagiaan yg x pernah kte rs sblm ni nnt...

only God knows....

Allah definitely has a better plan for us..kalo Allah x bg kesusahan, kte xkn hargai kesenangan, kalau Allah tak kasi ujian, kte xkn mensyukuri nikmat yg tlh diberi, kalau Allah tak kasi dugaan, kita takkan mengerti ttg kesusahan org lain..semua itu ada hikmahnya...

every1 buat slh...besa ke kecik ke..msti ade nye slh..

nobody's perfect!

but, even kte wat slh kt Allah (dosa)...

wlaupn dosa 2 besa...Allah Maha Pengampun..

jd..sp kte yg sgt2 kerdil ni utk xnk maafkn org len sdgkn Allah ampunkn hmba2Nya??

juz peringatan utk dri sndri...

~ plz 4get everything aziah!

p/s~

Thank You Allah...

n

u too! (u knw who u r!)

jom2 tgk ni

duk tgk video2 kt youtube tbe jpe video nih. . . .

wahh. . .mnarek2 psanan die. . .

ddicated to all my frenz. . .

jom2 layannn~~

click link bwh ni ye. . . ;)

Pesanan Buat Wanita Islam

cte budak skola~ ;)

arini 1st day skola. . . (bdak2 skola la, bkn ak ok! ;p)

cte psl skola. . .ac2ly rndu sgt2 time skola dlu. . .

epinye time 2. . .beznye jd dak skola. . .kan. .kan. .kan. .??

n now. . .msing2 da ntah ke mn. . .bz with student's life. . .

n also bz ngn new life! ;)

juz called my niece juz now!

ye. . .2day amira's 1st day at school!

so, ak sgt2 la truja nk dgr cte amira kt skola. . .

so cal la. . .

hahahaa~

'hye amira fauzana bt ahmad zaini. . . .hehee. . . '

'iye. . . .sp di sane??m.teh!!'

'kakak!!!!'

'm.teh, bez g skola. . .ckgu akk ckgu yg pling tinggi'

'ckgu pggil ape kt skola?kwn2?'

'ckgu pggil amira je. .akk duk snyap je kt skola. .xckp pn ngn kwn'

'm.teh2. . .kt skola akk, akk plg besa! akk bratur blakg skali'

'td kt skola ckgu aja ape?'

'ala. . .ckgu suh men tanah liat aje. .'

'abs 2 akk watpe?'

'ala. . .akk wat ular pnjg2 je'

'npe x wat bnde len?'

'akk wat ular je la sng'

'warne ape?'

'ehmm. . .warne cokelat aje la m.teh'

'm.teh2 akk nk mkn la. . .nnt tepon smule jap lg ye? assalamualaikum. . . .'

~yeahh. . .i luv d way amira bg salam! siyesly!!bez sgt2!!hehehee~

new year. .new life. .new hope!

epi new year 2011 every1~

arini tarikh sgt2 cun 1111. .haha~

msti rmai org kwen,tunang arini. . . ;)

ok2. . .suda2 jgn mgarut!

nway. . .

byk sgt kisah suke,duke,yg x sgke2,mcm2 la yg jd taon lpas. .

ececee. .mcm lame la plak taon lpas. .bru jek 1 ari. .

to me. . .mls nk b'azam2 la eh. .

juz tmbhkn effort 2 lg pntg. .

kalo asek taon bru,azam bru jek b'bakul2 x gune gak kalo xde effort!

ye x?? ;) hehe. . .

pape pn, sume yg b'laku las yer da jd knangan. . .

yg bek2, mnis2, bez2 jdkn tauladan. . .

yg buruk2, phit2, x bez sume 2. . .jdkn smpadan. . .

jdkan platform utk kte bangkit ok? ;)

ok2. . .lets start sumthin' new ok!

wish lots of joy n fun. . .epiness too. . .

njoy our life 2 d fullest~

life??

im already 22 diz yer..

but..ac2ly im stil looking 4 d true meaning of life..

since i was born 22yers ago..its stil not answering my qs bout life..

life..happiness..sadness..sorrow..etc

n of coz..im writing diz bcoz i feel sumthing bout my life..

n i dunno how to deal with everything around me.

ntah la xtaw nk dscribe cmne..

da rs mcm2 da dlm ms 2taon nih.

epi, sdey, kcewa..sume la..

ac2ly kalo bab study..

sumtimes i feel like da b'usaha, struggle gle2 but kjayaan bkn milik ak..

kdg2 jeles tgk org yg relax2 jek but top scorer..ak??duk tgk je la..

n spai skrg..everything in my wishlists, wuteva i want, my dreams..

blh kate sume la ak usaha sndri..

n 4 ur info, da lame kot x dpt duet..sume survive gne duet allownce..

tnkiu bpg, MOE n also gov..

kalo x, xdpt merasa sume bnde2 nih.. ;p

nk sumthing, if rs2 cm xdpt jek or xckup kalo gne allownce, ak keje time cti..

even my driving license also from my own money..

dpt mn??keje maa...huhuu~

ok..ak x slhkn sp2 pn..lgpn ak bgga dgn dri sndri..

ak b'usaha sndri nk dptkn sumthing in my life..

sbb ble kte b'usaha nk dptkn sumthing with our efforts, kte akn dpt rs kmanisannye..

rs sgt2 puas ble b'jaye dptkn bnde 2, bgga dgn dri sndri..

ac2ly life 2 ape sbnrnye??

aftr duk pk pnjg..t'mnung, ambk mood ckup2..

muhasabah dri jap..wat rflection...

wut i can say dat..

it is a brief overview of why we r here, wut we experience, wut we feel such as epi, unhappy, depressed etc, how we struggle to achieve sumthing, how we deal with everything, memories, history etc..

yup..da rs mcm2 dlm idup nih..

da pnah rs ssh..sng..tp bkn la sng yg kaye raye 2 ok!

ups n downs..

n now, ble da lalui sume 2..da rs cm ready jgk la nk tmpuhi hari2 mndtg..

da agk ready ngn future..

rsnye if cmpk mn2 pn da bley survive..insyaAllah..

thnx Allah 4 d great life..

n i really hope soon i will understand wuts d true meaning of life...

new entry...new story...;)

dh lame sbnrnye xwat entry bru sbb sgt2 bz ngn esaimen n cti ry..
bz kt umh..yelaa...as a daughter yg stil sgle,kne wat sume keje..
rs cm xckup pn ms 24hr 1ari...nk tdo byk2 pn xleh..bz,bz,n bz...

sbnrnye byk sgt2 cte nk share..
tp sbb da lame kn..so rs cm mls nk type pnjg2..
cnfirm pnjg b'jela2 nnt...

cte psl esaimen...cte psl raye..after raye...
huh~ byk 2..

ok laa...jom cte psl raye..sbb skrg stil dlm mood beraye.. :)
raye taon nih sgt2 laa xbez..
tggl aku ngn 2org adik jek..
yg len (abg n akk2 sume raye kt kg len...umh mak mtua diorg laa)....:(
so, aku laa leader! yeahhh~ ;p
sume keje (kmas umh,msk,wat kueh,serve tetemu) sume aku yg wat..
pnt wey...huhuu...adk2 aku??bese ah dak2 hstel 2..
keje asek tdo jek..but diorg byk gak laa tlg aku..
kalo x,ley kurus laa aku..
xbez sgt pn beraya..juz byk lpak2 duk umh,tgk tv..nk raye pn cm mls, xde mood lgsg..
n 4th day raye cousin aku tunang..so aku join laa rmbongan 2..
tgk org b'tunang,rs cm nk gak...;p
(oppss...t'gedik..;p)
tp aku x ready pape...tggungjwb sgt besa..
b'tunang means da ready nk melangkah ke alam p'khwinan..
owhhh tidakkkk!!!!!
syarat mak aku??at least keje 2taon dlu bru ley kawen..
mknenye....aku abs blaja umo 24...plus 2taon keje..26 laa bru ley kawen...
~saba ye incik bf..hik2
xpe...kte kumpul duet+hrte byk2 dlu...bru sng sket nnt kn..?? ;p
~sy tggu city sbijik nih dr awk...;p

adehh...mls dh laa nk mnaip...
nnt2 laa smbung lak..hehee~

I wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad...;p

when i put myself in her shoe...

td after blek shooting esaimen it kt psr borong slayang, aku pn on9 laa...

cm bese, bkak fb la,pe lg kn..hik2

tbe2 ade sorg mmbe kt fb post link 1 blog nih, lupe dh tajuk die tulis pe, tp blakang 2 ade p'kataan 'al-fatihah'..

so, tnpe mmbuang ms aku pn bkak laa blog 2..

wuaaAaa...sdey gle aku bc...

spai nanges2..mcna n izi jd sksi aku nanges bc blog 2..

psl kwn die meninggal sbb t'jtuh dr tgkat 5..dak pasum..

innalillah...Allah lbeh sygkn die...nk djadikan cte, bdak llaki yg mninggal 2 plak bdak rompin,phg..

alahaii...kwsn sblh je kowt...dkt laa ngn umh..

tp xtaw laa sp,ank sp....

cte die sgt2 laa sdey...

if nk taw,bc laa blog kt list blog aku, 'memory will never fade'..

mmg thp sdey2 gle2 laa...

so..aftr bc sume entry die..

tbe2 aku bygkn kalo aku ade kt tmpt die..

huhuu..xtaw laa nk ckp cmne...

i think im not strong enough utk hdapi sume 2..siyesly...

aku t'pk cmne laa kalo aku ade kt tmpt die..

msti da jd thp psycho..xleh pk pape..totally changed..

i cant imagine how my life would b...

really hope bnde cmni x jd kt aku...amin..

sgt2 simpati kt die...hope die trus tabah utk hadapi sume ni...

if aku jd die,ntah ape laa aku wat...huhuu~

so,moral of d story...

sygi sume org skeliling kte,appreciate them coz we dunno wut will b happened in future... ;)

insaf2.....

2 my mum n dad,also my famly..i luv all of u.... (",)

2 him...ai shiteru~ ;p

M.A.L.A.S......malas!

esk test semantics tp mls study..

mate ngntok gle..

pnt!!pnt!!

pndh blik baru..

4th floor lak 2..huhuu~

xpe2..ley krus.. (sdapkan ati)

dh kol 11.30 dh nih..

1 pe pn x study lg nih...

pe nk jd....ishh3~

xtaw tajuk mnde.. ;p

dh lame x wat entry bru..

life sm jek...

cm bese ah...

juz bru blek dr g kursus kjurulatihan siswa yanem..

psni leh r jd fasi lak..hehe~

ade gak laa mamat2 yg tlh aku usyar...fuhhh~ ;p

well...cti 3bln stgh dh nk abs..

rs sgt2 laa mls..

berat jek rs ati nk brenti keje..

sbbnye...tetttttt~ hahaha..

ac2ly x saba nk jmpe mmbe2..

nk tgk pe prubahan diorg..

smkin cntik kah??smkin kurus or smkin b'tmbh2 sehat..???

hahahahaa~

sm2 laa kte sksikan nnt.. ;p

lg 1..ble elaun mau masok??

dh x sab02 dh nih nk mnsh0pinkkan dri..

dh lame x wat h0bi nih... ;p

ehhhmmm....

ac2ly im c0unting days..

13days to go.....

cpt laa mase...... T__T

im back!~

rs cm da lame xwat entry bru..

agk bz ngn life skrg...

sjk mnjd babysitter..hehe..

ac2ly byk sgt nk cte..tp agk mls nk type..

lgpn cm da lame jek..

so..mls laa..hehe~

sbbnye..

nk lupekan sumenye..

nk start new life..

i knw i can do it~

sbb sy taw sy kuat! hee~

sume yg b'laku..

made be more matured n alive! yeahhh~

although some of 'them' r dying..

but my life is g0ing on n on~~~ (^_^)

don't........

don't think that no one loved you,

because they've turned away..

don't feel they didn't care for you

because they couldn't stay...

don't damn the world,

for not returning the love that you've given..

don't hate the one that you were yearning for

because he couldn't make a commitment..

just think of him as experience..

and think how much you've grown..

think of all your times together

feeling closer since you're apart...

think of your plan for now and forever..

and hold them in your heart!

and don't let yourself so much hate

when he's no longer yours~

when i am b0red~

.......it takes a minute to find a special person...

an hour to appreciate them...

a day to ♥ them...

and a lifetime to forget them..........

people just need 3 things to be truly happy in this world

~ someone to ♥...

~something to do...

~ and something to hope 4....

im juz waiting 4 a better day..

when i was still young...i always hear pple say bout life...
'idup nih cm r0da..kdg2 kte kt ats,kdg2 kte kt bwh..'
yup...its true....

bt sumtimes its so hard 2 us 2 g0 through our life...
esp when we feel down...hurt...sad...stress...etc...
but im not a strong enough...2 accept all these..

"y is it everytime i try
it always come back as a lie.."
~juz a simple phrase but its so meaningful..

i always feel al0ne..empty..hurt..
like n0body care bout me anym0re..
every1 seems like bz with their own life..
esp pple dat i luv d m0st (my sis,frenz...n him...)
2 u....knp kte da x mcm dlu..??
i really miz d old u...ehmm... =(

c0z i knw i'll b fine 1 day...
im juz waiting 4 a better day...
yeahh...when d time c0mes...
still keep waiting....ehmm...

im back..yeah~

da lame x b'blog neh..hehee...

bz with my part time job at 1 of da fasfud restaurant at alamanda...

im so hepi..lots of xperience there....with nice n funny frenz there....

d caring manager..bez....u all mmg bez laa....

if ade ms free...i'll visit all of u k..hehee...

when im b0red.....

ac2ly im not a gud writer....hehee...
but...im b0red rite now...dunno wut 2 write,wut 2 put here...
n0thin' in my mind...'otakku beku'..huuu~
lbh beku dri air batu yg tlh sdia m'bku dlm fridge kt umah jiran aku...
plan 2 go out diz evening but the weather lak cm x mgizinkn...
arghhh...keb0sanan melanda dri....
nk keje..wana earn sum m0ney during diz h0liday but xtaw laa nk keje pe...
ingt nk mintk kije ngn mr. cher...
gaji agk lumayan la...
would u like 2 join me???
hahaha...

ehmmm...suddenly...t'igt kt sum1...
sapekah die...??die 2 sape..??
hahaa....
to die...


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dunno y diz song suddenly crossed my mind...
n i try 2 find d lyric...i read n try 2 understand wuts all ab0ut...
n i f0und sumthin'..yeah~
its related 2 my life...n i feel diz song is very suitable 4 me now...
sum of d lyric cm ade kne mgena ngn my situation rite now..ehmm..


Faizal Tahir - Cuba

Cuba kau dengar
Cuba kau cuba
Diam bila ku cuba
Tuk berbicara dengan kamu
Pernahkah kau ada
Bila ku perlu
Tuk meluahkan rasa hati
Dan bila kau bersuara
Setia ku mendengar
Agar tenang kau merasa

Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
Itulah aku…padamu

Cuba kau lihat
Cuba kau cuba
Renung ke mata aku
Bila ku kaku melihatmu
Pernahkah kau ada
Bila ku perlu
Tuk menyatakan rasa sakit
Dalam diri
Dan bila kau perlu
Setia ku menunggu
Agar senang kau merasa

Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
Itulah aku…padamu

Maafkan kerana aku tak pernah
Terlintas tuk menulis pada mu
Salahkan ku
Tak mungkin lagi aku meminta
Untuk kau mendengar..
Untuk kau melihat ke mataku

Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
Itulah aku…padamu