Luckily i've found u!

im writing diz coz i really really hate diz feeling -where i feel dat i mis u damn much!! =(

n everything comes =(

ac2ly. . .i can't dsribe, can't tell wut im feeling rite now. . .

long dstnce is pretty hard 4 me. . .u r far far away dear =(

u knw wut. . .everytime i see u 'on9' i feel like u r here with me! siyesly!

but im really afraid of 2morrow. . .

coz i dun knw wut will b happened. . .

can i still see ur face again??

when nite comes, i feel like dun wanna sleep coz im afraid if i wake up 2morrow, i see u r already off9 n already sleep =(

n i cant sleep if i cant hear ur voice my dear. . .

but u dunno rite?? u never know!

when i wake up, d 1st thing i do is 2 see either u r still on9 or not =(

my day will b gloomy if i can't wish u a 'gud nite' n u sleep already. . .

but u make my day with ur 'sweet' words n 'luv' saying when i juz wake up!

then. . .my heart flies sumwhere =)

im really sory if i always make u depressed my dear. . .

sory 4 always being a trouble maker. . .

suke marah2. . .mrajok etc. . .over snsitive. . .

sory sory sory =(

i really really luv u dear. . .whole-heartedly. . ,

btol ni, x tipu!

LYWAMH~

can i have u 4eva dear??

p/s~ dating jum~~ ;p

IMY!

x kesah pe org nk ckp. . . . .

sbb mayb diorg xkn phm sbb diorg x rs pe yg ak rs. . . .

ehhmmmm. . . . . .

mohamad faizul hilmi. . . . .

sy rndu awk! sgt3!!! =.="

btol. . . . x tpu =(

2months 2weeks & 4days

2months 2weeks n 4days???

owhh..really?rs cm da lame sgt2..

rpenye bru 2bln lbh??aishhh~~

2months 2weeks n 4days...

awk taw kn pe??

yes...d las time i saw u..

d las time i met u.... T_T

las time ngedate..hik2

now..date on9 jek... ;p

ehhmmm...cpt la bln 7...

relationship

ye..arini sy mau mnulis lg..

aftr da brangan2 nk g melbourne, entry ni plak psl rlationship..

yup...im in a rlationship with 'sum1'..

bese la..da nm pn rlationship..even org yg da kwen pn stil ade prob,ni plak stkt rlationship...

sume msti ade pnye prob msg2 kn...sum pple said 'ala..gado2 2 la yg wat kte lg close n phm our partner'. yup, its true..smkin byk gado, ac2ly smkin stable rlationship 2...

but, bkn gado yg sbb 3rd party ke pe ke..

gado psl dri kte n partner la..kte xphm die,die xphm kte..

so,lame2 kte phm laa ble da ok..time gado 2 mmg la skt ati,mrh,geram etc..

but, pekate kalo time gado 2 evry1 take time 2 b alone..bcoz we need time 2 think..

is it true..is it worth..wut shud we do etc..then we'll realized sumthin'..

same goes to me..dlu,mmg kaki gado la.. ;p

xprnh nk mngalah (spai skrg pn...) hik2..

time gado 2 mmg ckp pn sume abs kua..msti nk clash la..

n now,i realized dat ble ade prob, we shud have our own time..

xyah nk cal,msg mrh2..juz take ur time..duk snyap2 sorg2..

silence is better la sng cte..

sbb,ble due2 tgh 'pns', nothing works..jd lg trok ade la..

time 2 la mcm2 ayt bley kua, mcm2 bley jd...

pas2 spai dcide nk clash...end up everything..bla3..

kdg2 2 spai sggup x cntct 1mggu...lbh pade 2 pn ade..

but now...nk mrjok skjp pn xbley dh..

ape tah lg kalo xcntct 1mggu..haha~

ishh..cant imagine la..

so..sbnrnye xde pape pn..hehe~

sj jek mngarut entry nih..

juz t'pk sumthing jek..sj nk mluahkn isi ati sket... ;p

next...

wut will u do if u r in a rltionship with sum1..

n suddenly his/her ex comes 2 u..n cte bout their pas life??

n his/her ex plak ckp mmg down gle2 la time clash dlu etc..

n now epi tgk rlationship korg..

die ckp die epi tgk korg due..

n ngaku cple ngn bf/gf skrg sbb time 2 sdey gle,down gle time clash..???

korg bley trime x??aiyakkk~~ ade gak cmni...

tp xpe..biakan je la..hee~ sj2 jek,bkn pe pn..hik2~

ok2...xtaw dh nk mrepek psl pe...

yup...im thinking of sum1 rite now.. T_T

awk...cpt la abs class...mis u~

long distance?check it out! =)

we live a word apart, when its morning time here it's nite time there, n it hurts bcoz we have everything in common... d distances keep us apart..

n now im too afraid to ever loose her/him... never knw such a luv like diz, dat awaken my soul n brings d bez out in me but then here comes d distances willing to tear us apart =(

have u ever feel like diz??

i juz read about 'Tips on how to handle Long Distance Relationship'...

so nice..hehe~

4 those who r in d same boat with me, lets read diz~

• The most important thing in LDRs is trust. You must talk as much as possible.
• Be honest,faithful,whenever you feel neglected dont go seek attention from another guy/girl,tell her/him that you are feeling neglected.
• Don't doubt. Talk 2 her/him like she/he is there, always remind her/him that she/he has all your love.
• Don't ever try to make her/him jealous.

luv is 4eva~ ♥

love is forever! by muse..

currently listen to diz song...

not currently ac2ly but it bcame 1 of my fav rcently..

its not a new song..but...

it rminds me...ehhmmm...sum1 ac2ly...hee~~

d lyric...so beautiful.....

here d lyric..

check it out! :P

I was searching you were on a mission

Then our hearts combined like a neutron star collision

I have nothing left to lose

You took your time to choose

Then we told each other with no trace of fear that

Our love would be forever

And if we die, we die together

Well I, I said never

Cause our love would be forever

The world is broken, halos fail to glisten

We try to make a difference but no one wants to listen

Hail the preachers, fake and proud

Their doctrines will be cloud

Then they'll dissipate like snowflakes in an ocean

Love is forever and we'll die

We'll die together

Well I, I said never

Cause our love, could be forever

Now I've got nothing left to lose

You take your side to choose

I can tell you now without a trace of fear

That my love will be forever

And well die, we'll die together

Will I, I will never

Cause our love will be forever

yes,im thinking of u!

ble ak wat entry bru...cm bese la mknenye sgt2 bosan..bosan thp dewa!

1st day sem bru..aishh~~ bosan yg amat~~

ble da bosan n xtaw nk wat mnde...tbe2.....t'igt la plak..ehhmmm..

yes, im thinking of u rite now!

listen 2 d song 'heartbeats' by Jose Gonzales.. ;)

yup..im missing u! missing u every heartbeats... =.=

sile la blek cpt...pnt la nk kire ari ari2...

asek counting d days everyday..pnt taw! T_T

well...nk tgk muvi..tp nk tgk muvi ngn awk..

tp..ble?? awk ckp bln 7..tp..lmbt lg bln 7...

taon bru pn x msok lg..aishhh~~

saba2..........

to incik bf~

u drive me crazeee!!!

MYDM..... =(

i juz mis u!

i miss when u call me ur baby all d time

i miss when u hold me all d way

i miss 3 words 'i luv u'...

i miss ur smile dat i haven't seen in a while

i miss our moments 2gether

i miss everything dat we did..

i juz miss u!! =.=

thank you ♥♥

finally...after 5months++ we met again~ tnkiu so much k my dear...

5months...lame gle kowt...xtaw nk ckp cmne prasaan 2..

ac2ly smlm sgt2 epi..ade 2 bnde yg wat aku epi sgt3..

1st, sbb da ade lesen kete..hik2...sy suda b'gelar pmandu yg sah ok! ;p

2nd,sbb dpt jpe incik bf....bez sgt3~~ xleh cte lbeh2..bia laa rhsia..ekeke~ ;p

but.....epi 2 jap jek...

it died after aku taw sumthin'....yup,aku discovered sumthing...

Ya Allah......sdehnye...npe sume nih jd kt aku??sdeh sgt3...xtaw nk ckp cmne...

sory,aku xleh gtau sp2....juz incik bf jek taw knp...nanges mmg thp xleh nk cntrol dh....

spai g klas pg td rmai gle kowt tgur..npe ni??ok x??saket ke??x ckup tdo ke??

aku juz snyum jek...ade yg aku jwb 'a'ah xckup tdo...'

sorry,korg xleh taw pe sbnrnye yg b'laku..bia jd rhsia aku jek.........

tp....knp msti aku yg kne bnde nih??knp??

kpd mereka2 yg b'kenaan...

xpe laa....skrg time korg kn...xpe2....aku trime jek,.bia Allah jek yg bls sume 2.....

xpe laa...aku da maafkn korg wlaupn sgt2 ssh n pahit gle utk aku telan sume nih.....

papepn...aku mntk maap byk2 kalo aku kaco idup korg k...ade wat slh...

xde niat pn...maap!

to incik bf yg sntiasa b'same sy...tenkiu so much....bg smgt kt sy...

support me...mnenangkn sy...xtaw nk ckp cmne dh.....

yg sy taw...................

sy syg awk! yes, i do! ♥♥

cte kte..

awk..awk..

dh 5bln kn...lame kn?ehhmm..xpe laa..

5bln pn da rs len..cmne nnt 2ta0n??

sm2 kt m'sia pn da 5bln xjpe...

lg lak duk benua len nnt...

ksian kn kt sy?? T__T

wlaupepn..sy trime je laa..

mayb ade hikmah sume nih..

skrg mmg xnmpk..mn taw nnt2 kn.....

kte ade ms dlm 1bln jek awk...

2 pn kalo awk sdr laa..

tp awk slalu wat sy skt ati..geram...mrh...

awk ckp xpe...cm2 laa nnt kte jd lbh matured...

tp sy x rase cm2 pn...:(

sy slalu x stuju ngn awk....

awk ckp slalu wat sy mrajok sbb nk bg sy kuat..

lame2 level mrjok sy mkin kurang...

sbb sy suke mrajok...cm2 laa awk ckp...

awk ckp sy cm dak form 2...cm budak2..huhuu~

elehh...sy cm form 2 pn syg gak kt sy..npe x cri len jek..??huhu..

kte slalu gado....bek 2,3ari ps2 gado lg...

kdg2 spai 1mggu kte x cntct...

tp ps2 bru kte sdar kn slh msg2??

then sy akn pstikan awk yg mntk maaf..

wlaupn sy yg slh sbnrnye..xbek kn sy??

tp..2 sume laa yg wat kte stil b'tahan spai skrg.... ;)

to incik bf..

ai shiteru~~ (",)

awak...saye...kite...♥♥

to my family, all my friends,

n also d person dat always in my heart,

my ****** *****...

dear you,

rmember d times we laughed?

d times we cried??

those special conversation we had

d moments we sat in meaningful silence

do u rmember when we 1st meet??

n all d memories we shared

especially d 1 dat will always mean something

........only bcoz..

we were in it together...

dear you,

i may not have d chance to tell u yet...

or maybe i already have..but...ehhmm..

perhaps u already know

but even if i say this billion times,

i hope u'll always know dat i truly mean..

every words, every single time...

every single lil things..

i'll always ♥ u.....

yes! i do ♥ u..

don't........

don't think that no one loved you,

because they've turned away..

don't feel they didn't care for you

because they couldn't stay...

don't damn the world,

for not returning the love that you've given..

don't hate the one that you were yearning for

because he couldn't make a commitment..

just think of him as experience..

and think how much you've grown..

think of all your times together

feeling closer since you're apart...

think of your plan for now and forever..

and hold them in your heart!

and don't let yourself so much hate

when he's no longer yours~

This L.O.V.E~

juz 4 u...♥♥♥

dedicated diz 4 sum1 who is always in my heart...♥♥

I want to make you smile as you make me.

I wish you saw my thoughts right through my eyes.

You ask me what I'm thinking. I can't tell you.

You are the stars, and I the empty skies.

In me there is a yearning ever flowing

That needs to reach an end that never comes.

I cannot be myself without you with me.

This is a truth no wisdom ever plumbs.

You laugh, and say that I'm your personal angel,

And this is what I want so much to be.

The beauty of my life is like a passion

That blows right through the person that you see.

d m0ment~ ♥♥♥

epi...epi...n epi....~

epiness is all ar0und~

diz r exact w0rds... i think~ hehee...

i really luv dat m0ment...

only us knw wut d m0ment is~

n it will b 1 of my sweet mem0ries... =)

n my heart smiles... (",)

h0pe it will always smile....4eva~

:: i wan u s0 badly, it's my only wish~ ::

wuts on my mind now is only YOU....
always think about YOU every single day...
every second...
c0z im really,really missin' YOU...

i want YOU rite now..
im gonna wait 4 YOU...
i'll wait...
till d time c0mes...
where WE can spend OUR time 2gether...
juz ME n YOU...only US~



mis YOU badly...
mis YOU damn much~



wish YOU r here... =(

alwayz LUV YOU~

♥♥ :: L..O..V..E :: ♥♥

to my love...
..................................................................................
10s 4 ur luv..n d way u treat me..
10s 4 luving me..concerned n care bout me,myself..
i luv u so much my dear..
u r my everythin'...
i dun care wut people said b0ut u...
cuz i knw who u r...
only u in my heart...
nothin' can change my luv 4 u..
really luv u~
..................................................................................

luv..luv..luv..
hope we'll b together..
do pray 4 us k..

n0thin' to worry..u r my only..
luv is in d air~ (",)